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let these words be my footsteps, i've got a long, long way to go, let these words be my freedom, the heart knows where it goes ;)

Monday, February 28, 2011

a story

“On the beach at night, Stands a child with her father, Watching the east, the autumn sky. Up through the darkness, While ravening clouds, the burial clouds, in black masses spreading, Lower sullen and fast athwart and down the sky, Amid a transparent clear belt of ether yet left in the east, Ascends large and calm the lord-star Jupiter, And nigh at hand, only a very little above, Swim the delicate sisters the Pleiades. From the beach the child holding the hand of her father, Those burial-clouds that lower victorious soon to devour all, Watching, silently weeps. Weep not, child, Weep not, my darling, With these kisses let me remove your tears, The ravening clouds shall not long be victorious, They shall not long possess the sky, they devour the stars only in apparition, Jupiter shall emerge, be patient, watch again another night, the Pleiades shall emerge, They are immortal, all those stars both silvery and golden shall shine out again, The great stars and the little ones shall shine out again, they endure, The vast immortal suns and the long-enduring pensive moons shall again shine. Then dearest child mournest thou only for jupiter? Considerest thou alone the burial of the stars? Something there is, (With my lips soothing thee, adding I whisper, I give thee the first suggestion, the problem and indirection,) Something there is more immortal even than the stars, (Many the burials, many the days and nights, passing away,) Something that shall endure longer even than lustrous Jupiter Longer than sun or any revolving satellite, Or the radiant sisters the Pleiades.”                                                                                                                             

some cheezy in the breezy evening

“Beauty is not in the face; beauty is a light in the heart” Kahlil Gibran Quotes

“When you look closely people are so strange & so complicated that they're actually beautiful.” Kahlil Gibran Quotes

“It sometimes happens that a woman is handsomer at twenty-nine than she was ten years before” Jane Austen Quotes

“She's beautiful, and therefore to be woo'd She is a woman, therefore to be won” William Shakespeare Quotes

“Beauty is simply reality seen with the eyes of love” Rabindranath Tagore Quotes

“Beauty is the wisdom of women. Wisdom is the beauty of men.” Chinese Proverbs Quotes

“Nothing makes a woman more beautiful than the belief she is beautiful."
Sophia Loren

“Beauty is power; a smile is its sword.” Charles Reade Quotes


"you're beautiful."


"why don't you understand what i'm saying? you're beautiful."

"because girls tell me it all the time."

"yeah, but they don't mean it like i do."


"your face is beautiful, i'll give you that. sad puppy eyes, birds-in-flight lips, rocker-sloppy floppy hair. but your heart --"

"oh god."

"no, let me finish.  your heart is so much more. you could fit the world inside there and feel it ache. that's what your pulse is. it's not blood, no ventricle contraction or atrium expansion, it's love. it's the ache of the world in your chest. that's why you're beautiful."

"why does it hurt so much?"

"because love hurts. and that's why we love. to hurt for others."

"to hurt for, or to just hurt others?"


"i don't want this."

"nobody does. everybody does."

"my heart isn't mine anymore, it's --"

"-- everybody else's. i know."

"what's wrong with me?"

"you're more beautiful than anyone in the world, that's what's wrong with you."

"that's a problem?"

"the biggest problem you could have."

"but i can't be."

"but you are."

"how can you say that?"

"because i mean it."

"how can you mean that?  what have i done that's so beautiful?"

"because you're the one who showed me the world in all its pain and hunger, and still finds it beautiful."

Tuesday, February 22, 2011


khamis- 24hb februari 2011
*presentation of  IMA 453
*the kind of skills that the academic librarian should possess to remain in this era

jumaat- 25hb februari 2011
*presentation of IMA 502
*information literacy for amateurs and professionals; the potential of acdemic, special and public libraries

doakan saya ye  ;)

22 februari 2011

the manifestos are everywhere

: newspaper clipping from varsity uitm (22nd feb 2011) :
stop the discrimination!

seni sakinah  ;>

kucing comel yang selalu tidur kat tempat beg depan library
commmmelllll  ;)

meja saya. tempat saya mencurah ilham  ;D

Monday, February 21, 2011

panda bear

become a
panda bear
and turned to
with the sleepless night
then, turned to

everyone seems like a panda bear today. i can see most of my classmates have a dark circles. we're struggling with assignments, school works, academic visits, presentations, and have own problems.

God, please! help us through the sleepless night. the arguments, the miseries, and the zombies

"ohmigod..why i'm feeling breezy dizzy here?"
hmm..maybe this is too much. school works can cause brain damaged. haha  :D

oh, this is better,honey  :)

10 most beautiful buildings in the world

maybe you will be amazed to see one of these most beautiful buildings in the world in the first time. one of the most advanced parameter of civilizations development is how beautiful of the building that can built. here’s the most beautiful building in the world taken from the old and new civilizations.

most beautiful building 10th TWA Flight Center John F Kennedy airport Queens New York US 10 Most Beautiful Buildings in the World
10. TWA Flight Center, John F. Kennedy Airport, Queens, New York, US

Futuristic airport terminal worked by Eero Saarinen is very neat and reminds us of the cartoon The Jetsons. This place also represents the glittering luxury of American air travel in the past. TWA Flight Center also used for a scene in Steven Spielberg’s film entitled Catch Me if You Can.

most beautiful building 9th Wiblingen Abbey Library Ulm Baden Wurttemberg Province Germany 10 Most Beautiful Buildings in the World
9. Wiblingen Abbey Library, Ulm, Baden-Wurttemberg Province, Germany

Grandeur and luxury of Rococo art style buildings is in the category of “you should see it just can not believe”. Even the critics had to admit his admiration for the quiet library, but “lively”.

most beautiful building 8th Golden Pavilion Kyoto honshu island Japan 10 Most Beautiful Buildings in the World
8. Golden Pavilion, Kyoto, Honshu Island, Japan

Dramatic effect of the gold-colored leaves around the building is reflected by the water pool that surrounds the pavilion. So the pool is called Pond of mirror. Though quite “bright”, this building provides a very peaceful atmosphere.

most beautiful building 7th Jantar Mantar Jaipur Rajasthan India 10 Most Beautiful Buildings in the World
7. Jantar Mantar, Jaipur, Rajasthan, India

Planetarium from the 17th century. It played an important role to predict astronomical and meteorological events in the area. The most amazing locations is a tool of the sun clock called Samrat Yantra.

most beautiful building 6th 30 St Mary Axe London United Kingdom 10 Most Beautiful Buildings in the World
6. 30 St. Mary Axe, London, United Kingdom

Modern skyscrapers in the City of London, England, is shaped like a missile or a cucumber. While some people ridicule the strange design, some are struck by its authenticity. With the size of three times higher than Niagara Falls, the building is also called The Gherkin and is not the place for those who are afraid of heights.

most beautiful building 5th Opera de Arame Curitiba Parana Brazil 1024x683 10 Most Beautiful Buildings in the World
5. Opera de Arame, Curitiba, Parana, Brazil

Unlike theater building in general, Opera de arame surrounded by steel poles and very transparent. This theater is also often use for the venue of several important plays in the country. Although very beautiful if you visit during the day, this building was even more spectacular with the light at night.

most beautiful building 4th Majolica House Wina Austria 10 Most Beautiful Buildings in the World
4. Majolica House, Wina, Austria

Appropriate description for this building is strange, striking, and really amazing. Designed by Otto Wagner, Majolica House is one of the best masterpieces from the Art Nouveau movement.

most beautiful building 3rd Shwedagon Pagoda Yangon Myanmar 10 Most Beautiful Buildings in the World
3. Shwedagon Pagoda, Yangon, Myanmar

Tradition of donating gold to the pagoda in the 15th century ago produced a satisfactory result. Decorated with thousands of diamonds and rubies, the exterior is on of the art masterpieces that can not be defeated. With the different concept of the interior design with ver nice ceiling  and ornaments of ancient Buddhist relic.

most beautiful building 2nd Hoover Dam Black Canyon Colorado River US 10 Most Beautiful Buildings in the World
2. Hoover Dam, Black Canyon, Colorado River, US

The dam that located between the state of Arizona and Nevada is a miracle of modern architecture. The building is famous for its art deco design, beautiful and emphasizes simplicity. Not only the exterior, the inside of this building is very beautiful. The reason, floors made of Indian patterned terrazzo marble.

most beautiful building 1st Mezquita de Cordoba Kordoba Spain 10 Most Beautiful Buildings in the World
1. Mezquita de Cordoba, Kordoba, Spain

Mezquita, or Mosque of Cordoba is cathedral that previously is a mosque. Completion of complex construction of the cathedral took more than two centuries. Curved pillars with pinto colors, dazzling mosaics and rows of endless made of onyx and marble are a few reasons why we must stop to this place.

huge relieved

today, tuesday, 22nd february 2011.

we're supposed to have an academic visit in unisel library. but we can't make it. the campus is having MPP election. my faculty has three candidate. one boy. and two girls.

all the places, the walls, the coridor are filled with the manifesto. they are work hard to promote themselves to be the best leader for us.

Thursday, February 17, 2011

let's have a cup of tea

“One word. All you’ve been saying is quite right, I shouldn’t wonder. I’m a chap who always liked to know the worst and then put the best face I can on it. So I won’t deny any of what you said. But there’s one thing more to be said, even so. Suppose we have only dreamed, or made up, all those things – trees and grass and sun and moon and stars and Aslan himself. Suppose we have. Then all I can say is that, in that case, the made-up things seem a good deal more important than the real ones. Suppose this black pit of a kingdom of yours is the only world. Well, it strikes me as a pretty poor one. And that’s a funny thing, when you come to think of it. We’re just babies making up a game, if you’re right. But four babies playing a game can make a play-world which licks your real world hollow. That’s why I’m going to stand by the play-world. I’m on Aslan’s side even if there isn’t any Aslan to lead it. I’m going to live as like a Narnian as I can even if there isn’t any Narnia. So, thanking you kindly for our supper, if these two gentlemen and the young lady are ready, we’re leaving your court at once and setting out in the dark to spend our lives looking for overland. Not that our lives will be very long, I should think; but that’s a small loss if the world’s as dull a place as you say.”

: memorable quotes from the voyage of the dawn treader


i really can't wait to go to my convocation. after all i had been through. the hard years. the teary years. the exhausted semester. the goodbyes from besties. everything. and i deserved it. i deserved it  ;)


ya Allah, tensionnya aku!

bila semua ni akan berakhir? bila?

aku dah penat gila ni. ke sana. ke sini.

tolongla, Tuhan. tolong habiskan kerja aku.

Kau Maha Kuasa. sangat power. tolonglah

bantu aku tamatkan sengsara ini!

Friday, February 11, 2011


.i'm not strong enough to face judgments and fulfill expectations. i'm just an ordinary girl that used to be bullied when i was in primary school. things have been hard. things have been crazy. some dreams shattered. 

i am wondering why they don't  want to promote themselves to be a better person. why?why?why? there is nothing to be afraid of. we're living in millennium era. everything is possible. come on, people. don'tmakemehateyou.

funny, i am not bothered by their stupid jokes. instead, i feel sorry for them for having such shallow minds. so lame laa

Tuesday, February 1, 2011

counting days











w o m e n

woman was made from the rib of men,
she was not created from his head to top him,
not from his feet to be stepped upon,
she was made from his side to be close to him,
from beneath his arm to be protected by him,
near his heart to be loved by him.

hati menyanyi girang

i'm happy today

the clouds are happily dancing with the Sun

the skies are happily singing with the bright blue rythm

i'm happily smiling with my heart


hari yang indah, Matahari yang cantik menghidupkan bunga- bunga kehidupan seluruh alam dengan kuasa Ilahi