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let these words be my footsteps, i've got a long, long way to go, let these words be my freedom, the heart knows where it goes ;)

Friday, January 28, 2011

love and flower

Once upon a time there was a flower, it was nothing special, nothing rare, it lived in
a forest with millions of other flowers just like it. But in that forest, surrounded by others like it, it was all alone. One day a young girl came out to the meadow and fell in love with
the flowers originality. For you see, though it was just another flower, it was different than all the others for its color was a rare one.

The child played with the flower and had tea parties and loved the flower very much. But when the sun started to set the child did not wish to leave the flower, so she plucked it from the ground and took it home and placed it in a glass of water. The flower was scared as it was ripped from the ground, knowing the stories of how other flowers died when pulled, but the flower trusted the girl, it knew the child loved it and was just wanting more time with it, so the flower was happy. 

Every day the girl would smile at it, place it on the tea table and tell it how beautiful it was and that she loved it and the flower was happy. But as the days went by the girl stopped doing as much with it, slowly it she stopped smiling at it. The flower hoped it was just the girl having a bad day, it told itself that surely the girl still loved it, for the flower still loved the girl. 

The flower held onto those memories but the girl kept changing. The flower began to fear that it was at fault, perhaps it wasn't as bright as it once was, so the flower decided to ask for fresh water, but the girl never came. As the days past the water in the glass dried up and the flower cried out for the girl but she would not hear him, so the flower wept, and wilted, its heart shattered. The next day the girl returned with a rose, the now wilted flower asked the girl again for water, but the child only frowned and said, "why would i water you? You're all wilted, it is simply easier to get a new flower. You are too much trouble". 

The flower cried and its petals fell, in place of the tears that were no more. The girl frowned, angry at the flower for making a mess with its petals. She took the once loved flower and threw it out the window forgetting about it. The flower was dying, alone, no one to care for it, the sun dried out its stem and slowly the flower decomposed, its only comfort was the memories of the girl smiling down at it with love. 

As the days past and the flower lay dying, it would watch as the girl would play with the rose. That loving smile, the laugh that made the flower come to life, the flower yearned to have that smile directed at it just once more, but it never came. Yet the flower waited, convinced that it would come, and it was happy as it died,foolish little flower, it should have known better, flowers are replaceable.

Monday, January 24, 2011

reminder, reminder

hello, folks! how do you do? i'm busy lately. assignments here, assignments there. i wish i could have a twin. the same "me" to help me to complete the school works. *sighs*  :)

well, kina. just stay strong and positive about your future. "kerja rumah bukan satu bebanan. ia adalah untuk meningkatkan prestasi diri anda"

my assignments:

1. IMA 502- presentation of short story; keimanan and research about e- learning
2. IMA 455- an academic visit to unisel
3. IMA 455- report and presentation of Information Literacy class
    *empowering 8
    *The International Society for Technology in Education (ISTE) Model
4. IMA 451- catalog 20 printed materials in the library
5. BEL 422- research and report of communication among students
6. CTU 553- currently m.i a

imam malik:
Ilmu itu bukanlah dengan membanyakkan riwayat tetapi ilmu itu adalah cahaya yang Allah letakkan dalam hati 

Thursday, January 20, 2011

nilai sebuah kemaafan


assalamualaikum semua. I hope you are all in good health. I do not know why I feel to talk about anger and forgiveness today. as a human, we tend to make mistakes. some old saying said "live the life and make mistake". but is it true life is all about mistake again and again and again? it is totally wrong.

dalam kehidupan, kita memang banyak buat silap. takde siapa dapat terlepas dari buat silap. tapi cukup ke luahan kemaafan? tak semudah itu, kan? terpulang pada hati untuk menilai wajarkah sesuatu kesilapan itu dimaafi. buat insan- insan yang pernah aku sakiti, maafkanlah kesilapanku.

"percayalah hidup ini tak akan dapat lari dari melakukan kesilapan. apa yang penting ialah belajar dari kesilapan itu untuk tidak diulangi. nilai kemaafan itu sangat dihargai bagi orang yang mengharapkannya. dengan memaafkan orang lain tidak akan membuat kamu berkecil hati tapi akan menggambarkan ketinggian budi pekerti"

"sebetulnya betapa budiman orang yang meminta maaf, apatah lagi orang yang memaafkan. kerana dosa manusia dengan manusia, manusia sahaja memaafkan. Manusia yang meminta maaf dengan manusia lain, sudah terlepas kewajipannya. urusan memaafkan adalah antara manusia yang dipinta kemaafan dengan Allah SWT, segala-galanya ditanggung oleh manusia yang dipinta kemaafan. kalau berdendam, tiada guna sebab Allah sendiri tak pernah berdendam dengan hambaNya yang melakukan dosa. Allah sendiri ada keterbukaan yang Maha Luas untuk mengampunkan dan memaafkan hambaNya yang sering kali berdosa"

hablum minallah, hablum minannas :)

Friday, January 7, 2011

o.m.g. my degree

assalamualaikum semua. how have you been in the first week in 2011? feeling well? sick? well, i hope the best from all of you, guys. new year, new soul ;) this is my first entry in 2011. i want to share this sweet news with all of you. o.m.g? bukan oh my god la. tapi oh! menarik gila. baru menarik sikit, kan. hehe..so, the sweet news is...


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jeng jeng jeng...

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sukacita dimaklumkan bahawa anda ditawarkan tempat untuk mengikuti program di UiTM:

program: IM223- SARJANA MUDA SAINS PENGAJIAN MAKLUMAT (KEPUJIAN) PENGURUSAN PUSAT SUMBER MAKLUMAT

kampus: UiTM Shah Alam, Kampus Puncak Perdana, Shah Alam

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syukur alhamdulillah. aku dapat buat degree kat semenanjung. alhamdulillah. sebelum ni, aku dip kat sarawak. jauh gila! tapi, sekarang, aku dapat balik rumah sekali- sekala. ooppss..bukan. tiap-tiap minggu. hehe..

so, i will try my best, i will put my best effort to success in my degree. God's will. i can't wait to enter classes and start studying. my degree is all about a study of academic library, high academic library, the system in the library. oh, library! i couldn't be happier be with you :)

i will pray for all my family and my friend. may you have God blessings. may you have the best happiness, the best joy in your life. don't be sad. even we are apart, we will always pray for you  ;)